I once fell into the category of failure. I believed that my life was what it was and there was nothing I could do about it. My health was destroying my mind day by day. I would get caught up in thoughts of “what if”? I would imagine if I passed away who my husband might marry instead. I just kept going round and round in a loop with my thoughts. They led me to thoughts of detrimental fears not hope or peace. 

  And then I got the revelation of who I am in Christ. My healings didn’t happen overnight. As a matter of fact, in my mind and spirit I felt the tug of war taking place within me by demonic powers using recurring seizures to try to steal my mind, my memory, and my peace from me. In that war I was fighting against forces of evil in this dark world, not Epilepsy as my Dr’s kept telling me. I had one Dr in particular tell me I would never be healed from that disease. Instantly I rebuked his words and I stopped seeing him after that. 

  For a time I sought more Natural Physicians for answers. I was led to undergo Oxygen Therapy for the healing of my brain. I did this on a regular basis at least twice per week for an entire year. I saw a nutritionist there who gave me vitamins to take and suggestions for kinds of foods that may have been linked to the seizures. And then very quickly the nutritionist was gone. At my final appointment for oxygen I experienced a seizure inside the oxygen tunnel during the treatment. I never went back after that. I had spent much time pursuing what I thought may have been the answer. NOTHING WORKED. 

 Then I began seeking revelation of God even more and I spent lots of time in His Word learning about who I am in Christ and realizing what authority I could walk in if I chose to do so by His grace. I went after healing listening to ministries that taught about this. And basked in these truths.

  After confessing the Word over myself for an extended period of time eventually I saw fruit from that. After the first time I experienced healing I laughed out loud and the light finally came on concerning this. I was thinking about how I’d lived under Satan’s hand for so long, many years, and it all was a lie. God exposed him to me. He showed me the power I have to fight even for my physical health and well-being. I had to mature in my understanding of using God’s Word so I just continued to seek more of God regularly by FAITH. 

 He is my answer. God is faithful to do according to what His Word says He will do and it may not look like how others think it should but God’s Word is clear. That He has good plans for me . Plans to prosper me not to harm me. Plans to give me a hope and a future.

While I was waging war with that  battle in my body I changed fellowship, I renewed my mind with God’s Word, I did what the Holy Spirit led me to and now I walk in freedom.

  The Word of God is planted in me and now I understand more. I am not satisfied but I have grown tremendously because of that battle and I continue to draw on the grace of God to teach me. I imagine good things for myself not bad. I have dreams and aspirations to fulfill in my lifetime. I have a great desire to help people who are stuck. Not for any other reason except that I was there and I found THE ANSWER.

I pray that if you’re reading this you aren’t turned off or fall into the lies of the enemy and resist the truth. Greater is He that is in the believer than He that is in the world. Go after what Christ died for you to have before it’s too late.